Why Don't I Update?
The answer to that question is, "I'm not really sure." I used to have so much to write about when life was not so busy, not that it is busier there never seems to be anything worth writing. Maybe that is because when life is less busy the simple things are more significant. Hmmm, that's an interesting thought.But here's what I do with myself:
Work at Kate Booth happens on the weekends. After a whole month of not having any women we are now very close to full. It means that it is busy and we are still working out how to operate the new place that we have. It is absolutely gorgeous, better than some hotels that you could stay at.
I have really enjoyed catching up with my cousin recently. It's like having a bit of home here. We are catching up for Christmas Eve, which is nice too, because for me, Christmas has always been associated with family.
I am thinking about applying for another job, would mean that I would probably only have that one and then be working full-time and have consistent hours. That would be kind of cool and would also mean that I could finally apply for my work visa.
Life for me is weird, I seem to spend so much of my energy sorting out me. Most times I wish it would stop and that things would be fine. I hate feeling like you might have just finally got yourself somewhat sorted and then feel like you are starting all over again. I guess it is God doing work in my life, but sometimes it just feels like frustration and pain.
I lead a cell, it rocks. It's a bit quiet for this Christmas season though. But we do have some good times.
Sometimes I think I should be doing more. Sometimes I want to be doing more, but I don't know how to fit it in. Sometimes I wonder if I have lost my ability to dream. Sometimes I wish that I could go home. Sometimes I think that I am supposed to stay here. Sometimes I wish that life would stop changing and there could be just one thing in my life that might stay the same.
I guess that's kind of me at the moment.
posted by bec @ 4:29 pm
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I am so glad you are catching up with Boo. We wanna see her when we come over. Guess what we are doing today! We are picking up plane tickets. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!
Chloe is laughing at me. I wish you were here. Or we were there.
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